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2007-04-25T22:25:00.000+08:00

today was a bad day. bad bad day. my class, 1b/23 got bad bad news today. our freaking workshop got changed to friday. friday. FRIDAY. fuck! FUCK! zzzzzzzz. theres goes my lovely 3 day weekend. its simply coz 1b/24 ppl dunno how to tink. they only got workshop on wed and they haf lessons on friday! so they can fucking take ta friday slot and haf a free wednesday! BUT THEY FUCKING DUN WAN THEY WAN WEDNESDAY COME DEN FRIDAY COME DEN THEY JUS WANNA KEEP COMING TO SKU LA IDIOTS. aiya they like sku so much den i hope they all keep failing la. take 6 years to get diploma. den they can keep going sku.zz.

yea yea, so today went lanshop again, coz too much time to spare. coz tt 1b/24 class got brain but carn tink lo. nvm la 6 years, let them school for 6 years till they happy. zz. soso, 6 of us went to dota again den dunno y, maybe i too pissed or i too hungry, my team simply owned tt game. 16 kills 0 deaths was my score. den all wan gang bang me after tt game. aiya game nia all happy can liao ma?

talking bout sku, my thermodynamics lecturer is WOW! i guess hes too pro in english tt no one can understand wad he say. so during class, we hafta open our ears wide n catch wad he says. furthermore, hes handwriting is WOW! maybe some AI can understand wad hes writing. hmm, i tink i go slp now liao la, coz later got champions league den maybe i wanna wake n watch. LOL~ min na! OYASUMI!

OH BTW! ALL THOSE FROM PJC! CAN U ALL TELL ME IF JEREMY LOH IS VERY VERY FAMOUS? DO U EVEN NOE WHO JEREMY IS??? ALOT GALS INTERESTED IN HIM AR? ISSIT? PLS PLS TAG TAG TELL ME! I WANNA NOE!

2007-04-18T22:25:00.000+08:00

i had practical workshop lesson today but well, first day ma, so tt lecturer jus talk crap again lo. den got my overall n safety boots. tt overall i actually also dunno if its too big for me, so well, wadever la jus wear lo. so again, 4 hr lesson became less den an hour. got lots of time to spare before next lesson. so tis time the few guys and i went to mobley block to DOTA! lol. but that sad ting is, we only haf 5 ppl coz 3 others wan play cs. so we actually played wif AI. haiz tts ta sad part ar. but that coms dere is superb lo. the specs r good and its like 1 buck for an hour. cheap~

after that i went to get equipments for engineering drawing at popular. so tis time i can safely say, all populars might as well close shop lo. carn find a shyt dere. haiz, so mus go big bookshop liaos.

hmm, nth to say le ba, wo yao qu sui jiao le. tmr lesson start only at 9am and FRIDAY I GOT NO SKU YEA! THOSE WHO R JEALOUS, BREATHE! wkakakaka. hahas ^^

2007-04-17T22:12:00.000+08:00

hmm i wonder y i still carn see my cbox lei. anyone noes y? can tell me thru fone or msn? haiz. anyway its another day of boring day. 5 hr lesson became 1/2 hr so got lots of time to spare. went to slack at ta SMA club n got to noe some seniors dere. we actually sat there for like more den 3 hours? LOL? jus because first week den lecturers nv teach de la. so mus wait till 4pm for next class. and here comes ta bad news, i frigging hafta study amaths! wooohooooooo amaths! yes its amaths! W O W and tis time i carn freaking fail liaos. fail = 1/2 more year to get diploma. fail 3 times = out of SP. but as they all say, SP = sure pass, so well i wanna sure pass!! ^^ engineering drawing looks fun but need alot of tings tt i dun really noe where to find. lol. SP de popular might as well close shop la, everything also dun haf, even A2 size drawing paper also mus go somewhere else get. hahas. and i jus found out, in my class i tink getting B3 for english is like WOW. coz my class all like grade 5 or 6 de. =X all ask me english grade den they will like wa B3! haiz, ty mrs toh for ur "great" english lessons ^^

missed 2 trains on my way home coz too many ppl, den i not those kiasu type so nv chiong in front ma. den mus wait lo. but on my way bac i saw meng lan. hahas. she jus ended sku and shes on her way to piano exam, so good luck to her ^^ her hand is like small la? so frigging small but she can play piano. i also dunno how la lol but shes like quite pro lei. hahas

yea yea so tts all for today and im gonna brace myself for another boring day tmr. oyasumi ^^

2007-04-16T22:59:00.000+08:00

so, first day of sku is seriously sian. no lessons at all ba. 3 hr lesson become 1/2 hr. lecturers dun wanna teach. come tok crap sing song play mahjong den run le. coz first week ma, so well, basically its a week of time wasting. go poly marina also waste time, listen to broken english the whole day. hope my english wont deprove. those lecturers, some their english really cannot make it de, but bo pain la, they dunno how managed to get chief enginner, captain blah blah blah la so they big lo, mus listen to them. den for my cca i chose tennis, basically for fun lo. haben play already need pay $25, kao. hahas so yea another day of boring day. everyone got too much free time so loitering ard SP. saw yishu n his frens on my way too. i dunno is i grow too short or he grow too tall or wad but i suddenly like v short when i beside him. lol. aiya i wan slp le v tired. oyasumi.

2007-04-15T20:38:00.000+08:00

darn, i carn see my cbox. zz. so well, wadever la. hmm will b updating my blog tmr so yea. dint hafta mood coz tt blardy cbox is down i carn see it at all! sianz. so yea yea tmr i update ^^

2007-03-18T19:44:00.000+08:00

wooo, i was not at home tis past week so i dint really post anything. well i went to stay at my granny's hse. during that period of stay, i hafta go to sp to get the documents coz they missed out some things in my enrolment package. wtf i was so pissed. but well, rite now i aint really angry or wad le. during that 1 week, i went to watch 2 movies. first isthat cyborg show starring Rain. hmm sry to all Rain's fans, but seriously i felt that ive wasted my 7 bucks. its really boring n i nearly fell asleep, if not for my cousins' laughters. wad puzzles me is that i haf no idea howthay can laugh at tt boring show. the other movie that i watched was storm the yard. that was a thousand times better den cyborg. the dance moves were pretty cool. so rite now im waiting for my enrolment appointment so that i can go register n make tt student card. man, how i wish if the bus n train fare can b cheaper. it costs a bomb jus to travel around. haiz, well thats life ^^

2007-03-12T17:45:00.000+08:00

i just received my enrolment package today. wtf la the ting so mafan de. so many tings to do. lol i see le also dang. haiz anyway hafta get it over n done wif. n is it true tt in poly cannot dye hair? Oo the package says so but in reality, i see so many poly students dye their hair? lol who cares, not tt im gonna dye my hair. o btw for those who r interested to noe, yea im going into marine engineering in singapore poly. anyone else in sp too? come tag tag ok? ja ^^

2007-03-07T14:07:00.000+08:00

alrite finally the long awaited stupid posting result is out. yahoo~ i got into my first choice, marine engineering. lols. quite happy la. wondering wad life would b like dere. well i will noe in a few weeks time i guess. after so many months of rotting at home, finally can go bac n study again. but tis time is studying smt tt i wan, n not those crap tt we must study in sec sku. lol.

hmm, i was wondering how many of u guys here felt tt earthquake? i tink i was slping like a pig thru it. but anyways, my area here wasent affected so, kinda wasted LOL. i wanna feel wad a earthquake is like. LOL im crazy liao. but seriously, its not a fun ting la. so many lives lost. very sad. so we singaporeans shld b happy tt we r located in such a wonderful environment. but we carn always think tt disasters wont happen to us.

but also its a sad thing that singapore is located at the equator. haiz, no 4 seasons. whole year round is sunshine n rain only. man.. i wan snow. hahahs. well thats all for today will make sure i keep tis blog updated as frequently as i can. ja ^^

2007-02-21T08:20:00.000+08:00

hoho, long time sice i blogged. dint hafta mood to do so. chinese new year is same as the previous years - boring. nth much to do. so now after tis few days of holidays, im looking forward to the posting results. hopefully i can get into marine ba. ^^ talking bout cny, its kinda sad i nv really gamble, lols its making me sound like im a freaking gambler but well, im not. i noe when to stop, unlike those people who r hooked into gambling. furthermore i treat gambling as a form of excitment only, not as a source of income. so well, tts all for today. ja ne. (its pronounced as ja na but spelled as ja ne, i jus knew it recently from a fren. lols)^^

2007-02-16T00:10:00.000+08:00

maybe i shldnt had created tis blog. so troublesome. so many problems. sian diao le. haiz, wadever la. everything i do also wrong de. so create tis blog also my fault, coz bring alot of problems to alot of ppl. Gomen ne.

2007-02-13T22:10:00.000+08:00

well so i got it rite from the beginning. my prediction was 100% correct. so tings arnt really settled but to them its settled yea? so b it. so roger soon can stop spamming too yea? wadever it is, no one will listen to wad i hafta say. jus now the both of them were like shooting wadever at me, even smt tt happened a few yrs ago. not bad. n i wnna tok tt time they say, eh u alot of tings to say lei we not free blah blah. wadever. they came wif tt tinking of not settling tings in the beginning, so no point i talk so much wif them. fren bo fren. i sae yea fren. but i asked them it wont b like lat tym rite? then they say ok so no fren? LOL? dun understand eng de. so bo pian lo. lets jus leave them as it is ^^

2007-02-13T16:25:00.000+08:00

to whoever that sort of ruined my blog, grow up pls. u seem so noob. too noob to be true. firstly pls think, who will use their real name when doing this? eh? so to tt noob out dere or rather, maybe noobS out there, grow up. simple? if u haf the guts, tag using ur name yea? or issit ur name is too disgraceful to b seen? have u done things like two-timing or maybe even raping a girl that u dun even dare to let ur name b heard? its definately not chandru and bealson dude. noobs. dude, maybe its coz u were jealoused bout us? highly possible. coz u might haf never experiecned this before, and u r dying to. and one more thing, we were a pair made in Singapore, not heaven, so get ur facts rite yea? wadever it is, got the guts? step out and stop being a faggot. and let me warn u, dun let me find out who u guys are. scolding me is one thing, but saying such bad things bout celia is unforgivable. if i noe who u r, i'll make sure nobody will ever recognize ur face ever again. ja na loser, and if u would please tag wif ur real name?

2007-02-12T03:08:00.000+08:00

alrite, this time round, im the bad guy again. i guess with all those things i said she wont ever b coming to my blog again yea? well i dun really mind though. in fact its best like tis. its jus that y mus she always taunt me? ive not disturbed her at all le. so tis all started when i had tis blog. wad haf i done rong to post my thoughts? and i kept telling my frens and whoever who tagged in my cbox not to tok bout that issue, coz i dun wan them to haf an idea that shes that bad. afterall, its not fair for her coz my frens haf been looking at a one sided view only. so she did not haf to come and say that theres an OLDER MESSAGES button and she can see everything. rite now im wondering why im feeling sad yet sorry at the same time. maybe its just not me to say those mean things. i admit, i forced myself to do that. maybe through wad i haf said, she will really really never care bout me again. tts good. so i can continue forgetting bout her and not get so fed up by her taunting. let all her frens think that im the sinner too ba. anyway ppl who i cherished not too long ago haf already started to ignore me. so regardless who hates me now, i dun really care le. dun ask me why, coz i did nth to offend them. well at least i still haf some ppl who i can go to rite now, so its not that bad afterall. coming back to think bout it, everything seems vague. frens suddenly seem to hate me alot n stuff like tis. why is that happening? how i wish im a psychic, a combination of PK-ST, PK-LT AND PK-MT. thats if ive remembered those 3 diff types of psychics correctly. well, gonna find smt to occupy myself le, ja na ^^

2007-02-11T21:06:00.000+08:00

i haf a fren who seems troubled by a recent incident and hes feeling v sad now. well, basically its regarding a person important to him, ok lets get str8 to the point, his gf. she hung out wif tis group of frens one day and ended up doing smt rong. well dun tink too much, she did not cheat him ok! jus smt which she had been previously told not to do. and one of her frens nearly ended up regretting for the rest of her life. well pls do not haf wild ideas of wad happened coz im not gonna tell u. and pls do not comment bout wad might haf happened. thx. ^^

so gals out dere, why do u hafta make someone who treasures u feel so sad? ur boi might seem demanding but ultimately, its for u. he does things wif a reason, and tt simple reason is u. so pls try ur best too to understand why ur boi might do things u dont like. as for my frens case, he carn bare to b harsh on her. wad a nice guy eh? so he seems troubled and he would really hope tt he is able to knock some sense into his gf's head jus by talking nicely to her. he does not want her to neglect important tings, jus like she had before. things like studies for example.

personally, i had experienced similar problems before but talking nicely did not work for my case. and well i was so lost that i actually got quite harsh. sorry to that person, but well its too late yea? so well, to tt lucky gal of my fren, do cherish him lots ^^

2007-02-11T14:13:00.000+08:00

yawns... woke up quite late today, coz i slept quite early today.. get wad i mean? hahas. slp at ard 6am today coz i was to engrossed watching ghost hunt. chiong 11 episode at one go. haiz but its not fully released yet so up till now there are 17/26 episodes. hohoho d/ling ep 17 now so hafta wait for awhile sobs. the storyline is catchy, so for anime lovers, i recommend ghost hunt.

nowadays i see more and more ppl getting bored. an example, my cousin. he realised that most of us suddenly haf tis blog thing n so he went to create one too. LOL? follow the fashion? dota also seems sian le. maybe coz i played too much lo. well its like tis, once u get too much of it, u will get bored of it.

3 more days before the the registration ends. hohoho but still carn see much courses that interests me. so anyway yea, marine ba.

so to end tis off, bored, bored, bored... tts all i hafta say ^^

2007-02-10T14:55:00.000+08:00

so tts it. i offend ppl no matter wad i do? even pen-ing down my thoughts tt ive bottled up for months into my blog is a mistake? so wad else can i do n wad else can i not do? ive already gotten away from her live. ive not disturbed her at all already and whos the one who started saying nasty things? maybe im saying my piece of shyt. but when shes sharing her troubles with her frens, aint it the same? her frens would just listen to her piece aint it tt way? and den they will look at me as if ive done tonnes of mistake. and i haf no one to go to. and i carn even blog? so wad can i do? everything is my fault. so do i haf to admit that its my fault tsunami occurred? do i haf to admit that those terrorist bombings are my fault too? (=.=)?? y do i always haf to please everyone and act like a peace maker? since when did i not stop frens from quarreling or fighting? wadever i do and wadever i say has no weight at all. suggestions that ive given never ever was taken into considerations. so why the fuck do ppl always tell me to plan thing n give suggestions? fuck it. i hate tis life.

2007-02-09T16:58:00.000+08:00

hmm. wad can i sae today. i jus got back my olv results. let me show u how bad it is.

chem - f9
add maths - d7
phy - c5
c.humans - b3
p.geog - b3
eng - b3
e.maths - a2
chi - a2

l1r4 13 l1r5 18 (if - cca 16)

sux rite? bo pian. coz during olv cannot slp. no mood study also. so wad i did was then was simple. maple maple maple maple maple maple maple maple maple maple maple maple from nite all the way till morning or even afternoon depending on when my paper starts. 1 day slp at most ard 3 to 4 hrs. haiz too bad for me la. blame it on my luck ba. well but one thing my parents said, considering the fact tt i 100% gurantee plus 100 yrs warranty nv nv nv even study a tiny bit, i kio tio gu lan. means i v lucky la. hahas. now is headache le. dunno wad course to choose liao. coz i went to see ngee ann de cut off point for marine n offshore studies is 21. n i haf like 13 points. my fren sae abit wasted. dunno lei but i dun wan to choose a course tt i dun like. hahas. well we see how it goes ba.

just now my mum talked to me to ask me bout asking my frens wad course they will b taking. the first ting i told her was tt i do not really haf any frens now. reason being v simple. it all began on 5th may. well i sort of got together with a girl. so i dint noe how serious it was to neglect my frens. all i did was to put her in the frist priority. everything comes first if its regarding her. so as time passed i found out that ive not kept in touch with my valuable frens, even though they can b in the same class as im in. wad a fool i was. so on a very faithful day, that gal said that its better for us to remain as frens. basically, a break up, and its like jus a few days before the start of olv. well tts the reason for my sleepless nights if u r wondering. sad rite? well wad can i do? im really sorry that i've neglected my frens but wad can i do now? hahas.

thinking back bout the relationship with that gal. rite now i find it v weird. basically we treat each other more like frens i guess. we see ea other everyday coz she lives like 2 blocks away from me. so i doubt theres any love in it to begin with. and worst of all, i got toegther with her jus shortly after she broken up with her ex. lol? well the question is, y is it that shes able to still befriend her ex, and its like they jus seem to get together so well, even after they broke up due to the fact tt he was two-timing? and as for me, she treats me as a pest jus coz i was a lil persistent. i dont wanna noe y.

to all girls out there. theres only one rule in love. take it or leave it. if u r having doubts bout ur feelings with ur boi now pls b str8 n tell him that. dragging it on n on will make matters worst.
n the worst thing is to tell him "lets b friends". its ridiculous. IF and i stress IF thay guy really love u, telling him that u jus wanna b frens is vague. wad r u trying to say? one, lets still keep in contact but can we not get too close? or two, lets stay as close frens though we r not together already. or three, r u telling him that he still stands a chance on winning u bac?

as for my case, she said lets jus b frens n she dint even wanna see me ever again. to the extent that she finds me such a pest n said> GREATEST MISTAKE OF MY LIFE... NOEING U. kool? tis haunted me for weeks n even up till now. n when i jus started up tis blog, she went to my cbox n said came n gone blah blah. if tts the case might as well dun even leave any footprints here? so gals, how can guys ever understand u all? (=.=)??

2007-02-08T02:32:00.000+08:00

tmr will b the day we guys collect our results. i not looking forward to it; i wonder who will. kinda start to worry suddenly. coz afterall i dint really sleep enough for that 2 weeks. who noes y. stress? or some other reaons. i dont wanna tink bout it. or else i will start to flare up n splat nonsense again.

anyway after tis i guss i will b studying at a poly. either sp or ngee ann. n mostly im taking marine n offshore studies. dun ask me y coz i jus suddenly felt like doing so. i love the sea.

nowadays v bored. den i hear one of my cuzzy pao dao xiao mei mei. LOL. BUT but one thing is, 2 of my cuzzy say "UGLY". hmm, i guess it not a matter of looks ba. hahas y do people always take looks as the top priority? who noes. well i mus admit i also take tt ito account but not to a v great extent ba. haha.

anyway still having slpless nites for like 4 months liao? ever since days before the start of olv ive been liek tis. yawns but i carn fall asleep.

2007-02-07T21:44:00.000+08:00

hohoho, finally came up wif a blog. i suck at html so thx lots to my cuzzy for helping me out alot. previously i always felt tt having a blog is plain crazy. its jus like toking to space. but boredom can lead u to anything. hahas. nth much to say yet hahas so there u have it my first post ^^